11/16/16


I didnt even write to you yesterday....It marked three years since you passed away. Its still too bizarre to believe. You were just here....a minute ago. I can still smell you, hear you, and see you.....Oh, Frankie, it seems like Griffin might not be too far behind you. Please, please, please find him when he comes, and help him remember that we did not abandon him to that emergency hospital. I am going to visit him again tonight. I want to take him home. They are going to do a sonogram on his tummy and heart. Sugar levels are normal on the drip, but they suspect other issues. If the results are traumatic. I am going to take him home, and let him be with us, pain medication, whatever...he needs to come home. I miss you Frankie. I miss you with all I have in me. I

11/7/16
So, now you have a new compadre up there in the cosmos......Do you know when people are going to pass? Did you help Rachel make contact with her parents last night? Because that was the most awesome gift they could get right now. I am betting that you had a helping hand in it, my little Techie! Thank you Frankie and Rachel, you know how happy you made them. They need these things like monkey bars to hold on to, while they cross through this nightmare. I love you all, and I think about you so so much.....Frankie, I know your chakra stones will help Rays boyfriend. And, it was so instinctual, that I also know you were there. I love you my one and only son....always, always, always....Keep a spot open for me & Pops......Mamadukes

10/31/16

Happy Halloween to my favorite little Halloween Monster. I miss you so much Frankie. Days like this especially.

I look for you everywhere...

Jackie, at our house (is a very very fine house...) with Wolfie (his"favorite"), and Griffin....He is really so good with all the animals. He is a very compassionate little man.....You and Ilana have a boy to be proud of....And, she is really a great Mom. You would be so proud of her. I love you, son...always, always...

Hello, my Son...
We are going to see your Grandmother tomorrow with Jackie! We are picking him up and heading to Brooklyn. She is not doing so well, and that boy just cheers her up, and fills her with a little more light...
Frankie, I don't think she will be here much longer. But, you would know better than I. I don't know if you have any pull, but...please...maybe the powers that be could let her go peacefully, and pain free. She is suffering so much. She misses Grampa, and her old life. She is not the same woman, and it is so devastating to watch her....
She deserves a sweet, loving departure from this world when her time comes.
Maybe you could help her. You and Harry, you must have a lot of pull by now.....
I love you so much Frankie. I miss you more everyday. Forever and ever. .....

October 11, 2016
Jackie with Griffy and Wolfie. He loves these dogs so much. Had you lived, you would have probably taken Wolfie to live with you.....maybe. You always had a way of talking me into things. Anyway, your boy is so gentle and sweet with the dogs. He loves Wolfie so much...and he has even found a big place in his heart for Griffin! He understands now that Griffin is a sweet, smart pup...he just gets too excited. As Jackie understood, Griffin also calmed down when Jack is with us. Griffin just wanted to live Inside Jackie, because he loves the boy so much. Its amazing, really.....I love you, Frankie....always, always.