Memories of our son Frank Ruiz Jr

11/16/16


I didnt even write to you yesterday....It marked three years since you passed away. Its still too bizarre to believe. You were just here....a minute ago. I can still smell you, hear you, and see you.....Oh, Frankie, it seems like Griffin might not be too far behind you. Please, please, please find him when he comes, and help him remember that we did not abandon him to that emergency hospital. I am going to visit him again tonight. I want to take him home. They are going to do a sonogram on his tummy and heart. Sugar levels are normal on the drip, but they suspect other issues. If the results are traumatic. I am going to take him home, and let him be with us, pain medication, whatever...he needs to come home. I miss you Frankie. I miss you with all I have in me. I