Memories of our son Frank Ruiz Jr

Having a really hard time these days. I cant control the sudden sobbing. I dream about the fire burning your hair and skin, and beautiful face. Your hands...omg, It runs on a loop over and over in my head. It just came from nowhere, and now it wont stop. I miss your handsome face, infectious laugh, and big bear hugs...I miss everything about you...Good and Bad....