11/17/16

Help me have the energy and strength for this life...

11/17/16

11/16/16


I didnt even write to you yesterday....It marked three years since you passed away. Its still too bizarre to believe. You were just here....a minute ago. I can still smell you, hear you, and see you.....Oh, Frankie, it seems like Griffin might not be too far behind you. Please, please, please find him when he comes, and help him remember that we did not abandon him to that emergency hospital. I am going to visit him again tonight. I want to take him home. They are going to do a sonogram on his tummy and heart. Sugar levels are normal on the drip, but they suspect other issues. If the results are traumatic. I am going to take him home, and let him be with us, pain medication, whatever...he needs to come home. I miss you Frankie. I miss you with all I have in me. I

11/7/16
So, now you have a new compadre up there in the cosmos......Do you know when people are going to pass? Did you help Rachel make contact with her parents last night? Because that was the most awesome gift they could get right now. I am betting that you had a helping hand in it, my little Techie! Thank you Frankie and Rachel, you know how happy you made them. They need these things like monkey bars to hold on to, while they cross through this nightmare. I love you all, and I think about you so so much.....Frankie, I know your chakra stones will help Rays boyfriend. And, it was so instinctual, that I also know you were there. I love you my one and only son....always, always, always....Keep a spot open for me & Pops......Mamadukes