Frankie, I heard you this morning. And, if its true...please be there and help me through it, please.
I need your strength right now, please.

Frankie.

i MISSED YOU WHEN I BLEW OUT MY BIRTHDAY CANDLES. I MISS YOU EVERYDAY, EVERY HOUR, EVERY MINUTE, EVERY SECOND....I MISS YOU SON. I MISS YOU.

Everything I do, until the day I die....will be done with you in my heart and soul. I will surround myself with love by giving it. I will be the best I can be each and every day. I will be true to myself, and try to always be in the present moment. I love you Frankie. You are not just a memory, you are living energy, and I feel you all around me and our loved ones, each and every day. My little brown eyed boy...

I miss you every second of every day....but Fridays are the most painful. You were born on Good Friday, and left us on a Friday, and I will always especially miss you on a Friday....I love you, my son. Always and Forever....

As long as I'm living, so will you....
I miss you more than words could say.
Please be in a heavenly place. Please let it be a real place, so we can all be together again someday...
Please please please.

Frankie.....please

"They say that everyone dies two times. Once, when they stop breathing, and a second time, a while later...when their name is spoken for the very last time...."

I read this, and I cannot stop thinking about it. I say your name each and everyday many many times, out loud and in my head.

Now, after reading this, I will say the roll call out loud every time I think of someone that I have loved and lost.

 I cant breathe from missing you Frankie. Help me.

Jackie is at oma and pop pops house for two days. Camp is over, and his "school" starts again. Frankie, I hope you can see him from wherever you are. He is a smart, empathetic, funny, and handsome boy. Just like his Dad and Mom.... You are in his eyes, and soul. I showed him a book I made for him. It has lots of photos of you in there, and him, and his mama. He said, "That's MY Dad...MY Dad! " And he would kiss your pictures...It broke my heart, yet made my heart leap with a bittersweet joy.....
He is going to be your LIVING LEGACY....He will make a huge difference in this world. I can feel that...Your boy.