Memories of our son Frank Ruiz Jr

Jessie and Erin got married on Saturday. Ilana and the baby went. She said it was beautiful and sad. She cried and smiled, and Jackie danced. He was the hit of the party, as usual. Your Dad kept telling me about the photos that were being posted on Facebook, and I could not look at them....I cried a lot this weekend. Travis's girlfriend had a baby shower. I thought I could go, until I couldnt...I know it sounds melodramatic, Frankie...but it breaks my heart to watch life go on this way. I understand everyone deserves their happiness...but....so did you...