You were a light that shone even brighter than I had ever imagined.
That light continues to light my way, I will follow it until I see where it leads....

I miss you.
I feel you all around.
Then, you are a vague whisper.
Until you explode in light again...

I will remember you forever my son...

 

Pops. At the Lake.
He misses you so much.
He loves you with all of his heart and soul.
You were his son, and friend, and co-worker.
You were his Brother in arms, and his peer.
There is a hollow place now, that will never be filled.
You were so loved.
You are so loved.
We will never forget.
We will love you always,
And forever.
~Mamadukes

Your son.
Shiny brown arms in the pool.
Swimming away like a fish.
He looks just like you.
It fills my heart.
And, breaks my heart.

I love you, my son...
Mamadukes

Baby Boy is coming to have a sleepover tonight!!!!!!!!
I havent seen him in over a month.....
So, I am so excited......
Its 94 degrees out, so we will probably have a picnic dinner in the A/C'd bedroom. Remember how we used to have dinners in my room on hot days? Play board games at the table in there? Thank God, the bedroom is so big.....I miss you so much, my heart actually pains me. I love you, My Frankie boy. I cannot believe you are gone....I guess its going to feel like that for a long long time. I will never let you get dusty, or forgotten. You ARE me, so I can never stop missing you and remembering my most awesome son. I LOVE LOVE LOVE you, sweet man. Sending you singing bowl signals every morning. 3 times. First to visualize, second to connect, third to remind you. Always and Forever.
MamaDUKES....<3

I miss you so fucking much, Frankie.....I can't stand it.