Everytime I see your face, its like coming home. Hard to believe I will never see it for real...ever again. You will never die in my heart. I hope with all my heart that there is an afterlife and that I will see you again. That is what keeps me going. And, should there be only nothingness after death. I guess thats ok, in a way, because I will be finished with the pain of losing you. I love you, my one and only..."my son you will always be...." Mama

Happy Birthday to my one and only. The world is gray and ugly now. Things will never be the same without you. You were smart, handsome, funny, and commanding. You made an impression on everyone you met. You never bowed to anyone, and it caused you to suffer for it at times. But, I adored that in you, and wish I could channel even a bit of that in myself. I love you so very much, Frankie. I will never forget a thing.....My joy will come back only when I come to be with you again. Please, save a spot for us......My boy, forever you will be. Love you, Mama.

I miss you.